its monday

Can you believe that the weekend went by so quickly?

Haven’t written in a while- I had a bit of a crap feeling sorry for myself week last week

one of our friend’s told me last week that she is pregnant and while I am really happy for her, damn am I feeling sorry for myself. So when she told me all I could do was burst into tears!

Although I know that you never get over a MC- it gets better, but this one just hit me for a 6

I mean I am so happy for all the ladies on the forum with their BFP’s and babies that have really been popping out this month, I have no idea why this one hit me so hard

Sort of feels like everyone around me is falling pregnant and not me (even though we are officially not TCC)

 

So anyway I think I just need to get over myself and deal with it

B has been fantastic but thinks now that this is all his fault because he wants to wait until our papers for NZ come through before we start TCC again ( papers are only going in in Sept)

 

Weekend was great, went to the Vodacom Comedy Fest at the Baxter on Fri night, I laughed so much that halfway through I had a mega asthma attack that I struggled to control and had to try not to laugh- not easy let me tell you

Saturday we went to watch B’s old high school play their school games (these old boys and their dedication to their schools) it ws loads of fun with Wynburg remaining unbeaten. All I can say is WOW those guys are HUGE and they are still in school???

Then it was off to the local to watch the BOKS and the Lions. YEAH won that too. And I won a rugby ball and bottle opener there!

Sun was Father’s Day- missed my dad loads, so was a little on the quiet side yesterday, but had a lovely day none the less, went to the Flea Market and made a roast and watched the rest of 4400

 

So back at work and at the grindstone, damn I wish that I could win the lotto and retire (the R35 I won of Sat is just not going to cut it)

Or maybe even just get a job that I can work from home- or a teaching job again

There I go day dreaming again

 

Don't let your future mother in law be in charge of your wedding invitations

 

 

 

TGIF

 

Thank goodness the weekend is finally in sight-come on 16h00

I felt so bad last night, we got home and B decided to make a new dish for us for dinner, so after my bath I went to sit on the couch and promptly fell fast asleep AT 19h45!!!   WTF

I only woke up again when it was time for bed, got up brushed my teeth and fell fast asleep again.

 

I’ve come to realise that it is so odd to have so many “friends” that know the most intimate part of your life- and yet most of us have never met.

On a totally diff note, I really really miss teaching, if I could have packed the school that I was teaching at in Pretoria up and been able to bring it with me to CT, I would be so happy. It was so fantastic- from the kids, to the parents, to the other teachers.

Those little kids can make such an impact on your life, its astounding

Ok so I am officially not amused- we lost the rugby and from now on I think I am going to have to stop watching rugby and watch a game that my team might just win- um maybe table tennis?

Last night a job opportunity for teaching came my way, that will make me so happy, but there is a lot to think, so I am holding thumbs and hoping it goes my way, and if not then I will need to just hold out for another teaching job.

I have been suffering so badly lately from my allergies again and last night was so blocked up and sneezing, needless today I woke up with the mother of all sinus headaches

But B being the darling that he is, got me some meds and nose spray and brought them to work, so hopefully tonight I can have the first “allergy” free night on weeks, THANKS LOVE

 

Ok so I started this blog when I found out that I was pregnant, and to be honest I haven’t had the courage to come back to it at allafter my MC , but after a bit of soul searching and some TLC from my friends (thanks Ladies) I am now starting a new chapter in my life

Last week I decided to go a bit drastic and after years of being blonde, then a red head, I have dyed my hair BLUE-BLACK, Yip, you read right

 

Everyone tells me that they love it, B loves it, but for the first few days I got the fright of my life everytime I walked past the mirror, my hair is now the same colour as Cleo’s and my boss calls me Mortitia

 

So after the whole Super 14 debacle (bloody sharks) I am not the rugby supporter that I was, so tonight hopefully my team will be able to redeem themselves against the British and Irish Lions (well what little team we have left as most of them are Boks)

 

 

 

 

My Cleo Cat

 

SOME THIINGS ABOUT ME

 

Name: Kandis

Gender: Female

Age: 27 and a bit

Birthday: 10 July

School: Willowridge High PTA

Job: right now PA

Hometown: Pretoria

Current Town: Cape Town

Parents: Deceased

Siblings: 1 brother

Pets: Cleo and Zak

Piercing: Ears and tongue

Tattoos: 3

Dislikes: whistling

Favorite animal: Any of the big cats- but esp a clouded Leopard

Favourite Food: prawns and sushi

Worst food: Avo and mince

Favorite non-alcoholic drink: Dr Pepper

Favourite Alcoholic drink: Southerns and Lime on the rocks, G&T